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First, Do No Harm

A cycle of hunger, indulgence, and regret

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I finally resolved myself to eat healthier. I haven't eaten all day. I'm hungry, but I'll wait it out. I'm not hungry anymore. I could go on like this forever. Hour 21. I'm hungry, I can't do this anymore. I'll order food. Here we go again.

It tastes good? I feel satiated. I can stop now? I'll eat some more. I'm full, I should stop now. There's only a few pieces left, just eat them. I'll eat them. Wh.. Why did I do that? I didn't want to eat them? I just wanted energy. Now I feel drained.

I should get some sleep. I need to work. I'm tired, I'll go to sleep. It's hour 23. I haven't got much done. I'll do my work now. I feel sick, there is acid in my throat.

I can't focus. I'll go to sleep.

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Yotam, Kris · May 2026

Yotam, Kris. (May 2026). First, Do No Harm. krisyotam.com. https://krisyotam.com/diary/on-myself/first-do-no-harm

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  author  = "Yotam, Kris",
  journal = "krisyotam.com",
  year    = "2026",
  month   = "May",
  url     = "https://krisyotam.com/diary/on-myself/first-do-no-harm"
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